Uncertainty of Marriage on the Very Day

    

    As we live through this pandemic, it's quite sad that many have had to put their marriage plans on hold. While wishing for that big family wedding, the virus descended and brought too many grief instead. 

    And then there are others - who really took a deep look inside and wondered if they were making the right decision. Yes, you can reach the alter and find yourself shaking so hard, that maybe it isn't just nerves, it's downright FEAR. Are you making the right decision? Do you really want to spend the rest of your life with this person? Do I really know him/her? And you look around and see all the people and feel trapped. Now the show MUST go on.  Or should it?

    I created this mixed media piece quite by accident, but then realized that I went through those very same questions, doubts, and fears on my wedding day. We divorced after five years of struggling, but I welcomed the divorce.

    It was quite shocking to see how many people identified with this small piece of art.  I posted it on social media and had so many responses. I'm glad it touched the lives of many and stirred their memories, thoughts, and other emotions. 

    Mixed media - background acrylic / mark making / stenciling / collage

Title: Uncertainty on the Very Day.

Cosmic Revelation through Art

     I'm taking on a new art class, but one having to do with healing. It is far more than just putting together a collage, it is diving deep into one's soul and shaking up everything that is inside.

    Now that I have retired, I have the time to do some soul searching and creating art is a very meditative way to do it. I wish I could do it in person, but this pandemic is teaching all of us how to be online learners. (Thinking positive).

    I am currently enrolled in an Intentional Creativity class titled LEGEND offered online at https://musea.org/. 

    This is a personal journey for me, but one that is opening the door to what I would like to do in the future - teach art to women as a way to heal from any kind of pain and trauma. There are so many art classes online, and many are just to teach FUN art.  This goes way beyond that. 

    I'm also painting on a large canvas. That has been intimidating but liberating at the same time. Here is what I've done so far, but it will change as I shake things up inside.  I look forward to the process of creating, painting, and talking to this canvas for inspiration.

    In the meantime, I am enjoying the book The Anthropocene Reviewed by John Green and it is a very entertaining read. If you can get it on audio, I highly recommend, as he is wonderful to listen to. The other book I highly recommend by him is The Fault In Our Stars, just in case you haven't read it. 

Collaging for Fun

     I started out collaging just for FUN. I found a local collage studio that gave classes twice a week. Without any expectations, I went to my first class and embarked on the journey of creating a collage. The group was seated around a long rectangular table, and all the materials we needed were provided.

    After introductions and a brief recap of what we would be doing, we began at 1:00 p.m. and through soft music and conversation, we slowly built up our piles of cut out images. At 3:00 p.m. our artist/teacher/facilitator announced that it was time to begin creating our collages. This was quite a struggle for me for I had no idea what to do.  But as I looked at the work of the others beside me, I began to see that it was just a "put it together" sort of thing. So I picked up my glue stick. 

    After moving images around and creating something, at 3:30 p.m. she announced it was time to put it up on the board. We were then told to look and only comment with positive thoughts, this was a safe space, and negative comments were not accepted. Whew! For a while I was back in grade school and thinking "what is the teacher going to say? Am I going to get a passing grade?"

    Instead, what I heard were lots of great comments about everyones work and positive feedback. But what was even more interesting was what each woman explained about her work. What meaning she got out of it. Now THAT was a powerful insight to what emerges from our personal collage. 

    Here are two collages I created that during some of my classes.

       

Collage tip - an easy way to start is by finding just 3 images that call out to you and words that inspire you and mean something to you.  Put those together and you have your collage.  Go with the FLOW, play your favorite music, and just do it!

Paty